28/02

felt again the fear, the regret on my skin, mortifying myself for leaving behind, unattended, neglected even, all the green life outside on my balcony. i cleaned the whole room, prune the dried leaves and talk a little to the most affected of all the plants; my two rose plants. had a moment of thinking in how i didnt want to stay away from living things that need my care and support, what are the consecuences for this disappearing, understanding that it wasn't a conscious thing i do, nor i should punish myself even more. because depression, anxiety and adhd brings a lot of extra stress to an already agitated brain. however, it was more easier to talk with my rose plants that with the people i left behind. but i'm still learning and working to do it, when i'll be better.

working at the balcony, surrounded by my cats and my plants and getting a little of natural light actually helped me to do a better job. or at least, not feeling existential dread like all this days on this week. got an old radio to work again and put some "classic" songs (aka, music from the last 40 years that for me its just "the last 20 years, you know, 80s and so) that cheered me up my day.

 

shared a silly fact about my bracelets with a friend and got the opportunity to show them a little. i like so much the chaos, the non-consistent palette of the beads, and the charms? truly, its moon and sun coded.

and the day died with a precious sky, as always. madrid could be shitty sometimes but god damn it, what a gorgeous sunsets it left. specially if you have cool film to make everything more rainbow-esque and magical.

getting mixed signals from inspiration

sometimes i try to guide my self on what to work depending on external signals, as a random song on the radio that reminds me to x, or my brain just waking up at 4AM

right now i have ill be right there waiting for you, from brian adams, in two radio stations. it sounded twice this morning. but i also got woke up at 4AM in the middle of this night.

what is this weird crossroad of inspo path????

few tips about bloggin' on 2025

gonna make an entry that will be updated with more tips and stuff on how to adapt ourselves again to blogging like in the old times. i miss photobucket.


photoscape

i've been using this software since 2007. it's easy af to use, free (it never asked me for weird permissions or a premiumship), it allows you to edit single and bulk pictures, including resizing and putting a... "movie" film tint. but for resizing the BIG ASS pictures that our phones take nowadays, its a cool thing

http://www.photoscape.org/ps/main/index.php

filegarden

free filehosting service to upload the pictures and then link it to your blog entries 👍

https://filegarden.com/

windows key & .

if you're writing your stuff from a computer and want to add an emoji, ironic or not (we dont judge here), you can pulse on windows key and dot '.' it will open the emoji selector from windows

tumblr & pinterest as places to find icons or decorations

Disclaimer: remember that something from the internet doesnt mean everyone could use it freely! its our etiquette to make the internet a better place.
you can search for 'stamps', 'blinkies', 'icons', sometimes followed by 'aesthetic' or a color you might like

i'll update it later with more tips, hope this is usefull for now!